i want someone to love me

so i am sitting here alone on a thursday night in college working on my knitting project (a scarf) that i should have finished already but i started it and then didnt pick it up again for a couple of weeks....just like i started this blog and i have not written for a couple of weeks....someone close to me recently told me that i know how to begin everything and anything, but i never follow through and finish them. After hearing that i really began to think about that comment and i realized that as much as i didn't want to admit it, she was right.

Over the past couple of weeks I realized that I have been sitting here home alone and I realized there is so much out there for me in this world. I know I was meant to make a change but that is not going to happen while I am sitting here not finishing things that I have started and not getting out in the world.

I have been extremely lonely for these past couple of weeks while all this time by myself made me realize that there is so much out there, it also made me realize how i do want someone else in my life but i have been searching too hard. Everyone says that things come when you least expect them and i have seen recently that this is true. So from here on out I am not going to focus so much on finding someone I am going to find myself and hopefully that someone will find me!

who i am : nick jonas

i want someone to love me

for who i am

i want someone to need me

is that so bad?

i wanna break all the madness

but it's all i have

i want someone to love me

for who i am